feel me?
2010-10-15 | 9:13 p.m.
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i am happier, but i still feel out of place. i don't know exactly where i am or even where i should be.
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i am trying harder as far as a few things go, only for you. and you are doing the same. it's interesting. and i like it.
mostly, i just can't handle yelling. so if he yells at me, i just shut down. and he hasn't done that yet. but i know, if it happens, i will just shut down. i might leave. i will just be done.
i might not always be super calm, but damn, i am too laid back for that kind of shit.