thoughts on happiness, or lack thereof.
2010-09-29 | 9:45 p.m.
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i feel down most of the time. i don't know what it is. i recognize that this is nothing really. restlessness, discontent, what have you. but it hurts. and it hurts consistently.
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there is also the possibility that i'm not ever going to be happy. the phrase chronic dissatisfaction