i've seen her kind before
2010-08-22 | 11:48 a.m.

i ran five miles yesterday (three, stopped to stretch, then two) in 54:36. at first i was really excited to just be back running again, after about a week's hiatus. then i started thinking. i've never really done anything as far as exercising goes for nearly a whole hour. and i guess it was essentially a whole hour, because stretching/walking a bit took roughly five minutes before i got started again. i'm proud of that.

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i used to want to be you.

funny how things change.

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i feel like, maybe, there are too many directions i'm being pulled in. there are too many things that i want, and i can't just settle down on one and move from there. is this bad? i haven't decided. i haven't decided if it makes me selfish.

the only time i hate being alone here is at night, when i'm tossing and waking up every hour because your body isn't next to mine.

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