did you know that i miss you? i miss you so...
2010-09-09 | 6:44 p.m.
i feel more connected to you right now than i have in a very, very long time. we don't fight--in fact, we get along, like really get along. we laugh at each other's jokes. we can talk about things.
i feel like an immense pressure has lifted off of me right now. and off of you as well, obviously. i feel free, but i feel like i am more in love with you now than before.
i'm not entirely sure what to do about it.
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we sat outside of cracker barrel, after you bought me a nice dinner, and we rocked in the chairs.
i asked you, "what do you think about this?" and you didn't know what to say.
i tell you, "i think we should stay apart for a while. come back after you've been home all weekend, and we can talk. we need to know if things can ever be worked out for us."
we are on the same page.
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i love you.
and i know that this separation is good for the both of us, regardless of the outcome.
i love you.
i wrote you a love letter in french yesterday because i knew you couldn't read it.