what you talkin bout willis? that him!
2010-12-11 | 5:40 p.m.

it's weird, sometimes. when i think back to the beginning of this semester, all i can think of is how depressed i was. and i definitely use that term--i couldn't concentrate, was tired always, couldn't sleep well, my grades were slipping, i didn't want to see anyone, i didn't want to talk about it. everything was wrong. it was bad. it is the worst place i have ever been. i can say that honestly.

it's almost unbelievable how far we've come, and how far i have come. i still don't believe it sometimes, and i get worried, and i start fights because i think he's going to revert back in a half second. but he's not.

it's a good feeling. there was so much pressure on me, on him, on both of us--and it's all gone now. it's truly amazing. i don't want to jinx myself, but damn, i just can't help it.

index
older
profile
notes
etc.
<< | >>