mira, mira
03.02.19 | 3:19 pm
i made the healthier choice and walked emma outside for over an hour to see if it would help. it didn't, really.
i made the healthier choice and read an entire book of poems to see if it would help. it didn't, really.
i'm tired and i just want to snuggle in bed and read rebecca or watch call my agent / dix pour cent but even those tasks feel like too much today, i suppose.
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i'm just so... tired. of it all. of feeling like i'm doing the same thing over and over and expecting some kind of different result. of thinking that something good could or may come of it all.
there are too many visions and expectations taking up space in my head.
i'm tired and... just sad. a little run-down. mostly sad.
it won't last forever, so i'll just wade, head above water, for now.