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2011-01-11 | 1:03 p.m.

i'll tell you a secret-- (and it's not just that those dashes make me feel like emily dickinson)

i love sleeping beside you, laying against you and being warmed up instantly because of it, i love talking and laughing with you, the silly fits we get ourselves into when we're hyper, i love it when you're the one who calms me down and looks me in the eye and reminds me why we're doing all this--

but in the middle of the night, whether i'm alone or you've fallen asleep long before, i know deep in my heart that i'm scared to death.

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