russian doll
12.02.19 | 9:13 pm

i just finished watching russian doll and now i'm crying because i love alan and nadia so much, and i turn 29 tomorrow, and for some reason i keep thinking about how i should watch the fifth element, and i feel like it's going to be a really, very lonely day tomorrow.

tonight, i feel weirdly empty. i feel like i should be being grateful, taking stock of all the wonderful things and people i have in my life, because i truly have SO MANY.

but that show made my death anxiety run high and i had a bit of wine and i feel so, so, so sad.

watch russian doll.

tell people how lovely they are. i need to be better at this. so much better.

i have so much work to do on myself. so much.

here we go.

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