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13.09.20 | 2:34 pm
still no word from france
my parents might be getting custody of my niece
if that does happen (hell even if it doesn't) it makes it harder to justify leaving
she just needs some stability
her parents have never given her that
we have, more than anyone
idk, i'm upset about it all
need to sit down and write goals tonight
need to plan out some things for my life
need to figure out what i'm doing more than anything
today tito told me that he missed lockdown because he was so at peace with himself
and then i think about how i was during lockdown
which was... the absolute opposite feeling
i am so embarrassed in so many ways of how i acted during that time
but i am also very forgiving of myself about it
because i was completely alone
for so long
so exhausted
and i am still dealing with the after effects of it all
and the current effects of it all
i guess we all are
i should go do yoga, or read, or something
i just wish you would message me