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28.12.22 | 2:07 pm
today i finally ran 2.5 miles without a break and it was hard but i did it and i am going to feel better. i am going to feel better.
i spent a day and a half passing blood and worrying if i had cancer (because of course that's what my brain has to tell me). but today we walked the dogs twice (it finally hit 50 degrees, compared to -7 from a few days ago), i did yoga, and i ran, finally.
i have spent a lot of time during this break working. just getting my lessons planned out and ready to go. god, it feels good. having four preps (most of which i've not taught before) has been killer. the good news is most of this is usable for the last trimester, too.
(before i then switch to brand new classes again next year -- which is great and something i'm looking forward to, but also exhausting.)
seth should be back soon. i have spent almost the entire break at his house, which is lovely: we make so many meals together, we've been marathoning the harry potter series, we walk to dogs together. but the fact remains that my things are strewn across the house and in the corner with my many bags, unorganized, because i don't actually live here.
and that, too, is exhausting.
okay. enough for now.
looking so, so forward to 2023.