10.04.16 | 8:28 am

It is 8:28am. I am still in bed, cuddled up with Matt because we don't know how to do this.

I feel like I cried so much yesterday I was empty, but then I cried some more.

I know this is right. But he's so good to me. He doesn't deserve this.

I want to skip to the part where we both feel okay and maybe are friends.

If I had waited until May this would be easier. Now what do we do about the apartment. What do we do about the fact that I want him to hold me forever.

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